12 year old girl's pro life video presentation!

Never stop growing Tons of things on my mind.

I wonder many days, How will I ever be who god has called me to be? I still have these thoughts of madness anger and frustration and I'll admit I let them really get me some days. I'm trying so hard to grow, forgive and be who I need to be. I admittedly have a tough time with just allowing god's will to be done in my life when it interupts my planning. (sigh) I'm dealing with some people who I know I need to learn from I know I need to be nice and be a good example. I find myself asking god ''why do I have to interact with people who hurt me?'' '' Why can I not see what I'm supposed to learn from this?'' Why do I trust people knowing people will allways let me down? I know in a few days weeks months or years I'll look back and see exactly why these things have happened. Living in the hour can be hard!! I know in my heart that pride is not the greatest character trait, but having confidence is a good thing. Confidence in god's plan! Afterall it is a perfect plan. I'll just have to learn to take what I can from people and situations even though I don't agree with them , there must be something there I need to see or learn from. I can allready tell I'm going to be praying a LOT today.

Pretty simple day.

I woke up today baked a loaf of sourdough bread that raised quite impressively overnight. I put yogurt I made yesterday in containers and into the fridge ...cleaned house homeschooled, put up a blog on myspace about the dangers of microwave ovens, went to the pet store, wal mart (ugh!) but I had to have those little rubber pants to go over my cloth diapers we have ruined all the others by running them through the dryer too much. I had to go to the health food store the credit union and now I'm home. Little guy has fallen asleep in my arms and it's time to make dinner. We are having Honey chicken over rice and steamed carrots with a slice of sourdough bread with butter on the side. Here's the recipe for the chicken it's delish!!
http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Honey-Baked-Chicken-II/Detail.aspx?strb=1 Have a very blessed evening!

everything happens for a reason

Today I woke up and told myself and told god (lol like he didn't know) that I was going to the grocery store today. I was going to go yesterday but had to get the house back in some sort of order after the weekend . We finished school I got ready finished up the finals on my list and we were off, While we were there I lost $60.00 it was in my pocket and I'm assuming when I pulled out my list or calculator it fell out. I still got my food (bank card) but I'm a bit frustrated with myself because I knew I should have taken my purse in .... I'm also angry that noone turned it in to the lost and found (no I'm not joking) of course that didn't happen I thought the guy behind the counter was going to fall over laughing when I asked. I truly believe everything happens for a reason. I guess someone needed it more than I did. I wonder if god is trying to tell me something see all last week and yesterday I've been checking my bank account to see if our taxes have arrived yet...I have plans with that money. Also, I went to a great service Sunday with a wonderful guest speaker (Jonathan Hansen) and I had that same $60.00 with me it could have went a long way for his ministry. Even $20.00 of it would have helped a great deal but when the time came I threw in a much smaller amount that I had with me. I truly see where God is teaching me that money isn't everything. I wish I had that $60.00 but I know everything happens for a reason.